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So here’s a fun story!
tw: sh
So this happened like five minutes ago… so basically I’ve been cutting for like a month and I use a pocket knife it’s not like thaaaattt sharp but it does the job. I don’t go super deep cuz I don’t want them to scar forever but yk they bleed a bit and stuff. I really wanted a little blade like the cute double sided ones cuz I always figured it would be so much easier and I’d be able to cut on the higher part of my thigh where my skin is soft(pocket knife doesn’t really do much there) so I’m sleeping over at my grandparents house rn and it’s 2am and I was in the guest bathroom searching for Bobby pins. There’s a little box with razors and I wasn’t rly thinking about that I was just like idk maybe there’s a loose on in here. So I take it out and see the blades and I’m like OMG YAYAYAYAYAYAY BLADES IVE BEEN WANTING SOME!!!! So I tried those for the first time tonight but only cut like four or five times bc I HATED IT. I was right, it was a lot easier and it bled SO EASILY LIKE I BARELY FELT IT AND IT WAS BLEEDING!!! But the feeling on the thing little thing dragging inside my skin was so fucking strange and I hated it. It didn’t sting like how I like it, it was more of just feeling it inside me than hurting and it bled. I certainly love how easy it was to bleed but the feeling was so uncom Maybe it was just me isk. And now it kinda aches instead of stings like WHERES MY STING????? Oh ya I should mention I’ve been wanting to relapse all day but didn’t have my knife so I was so excited when I found these. Anyways I took like three to keep in my backpack just cuz I won’t get in trouble for bringing a knife to school and they’re nice and small and easy to conceal. So that’s just great but I really miss my knife, and my punching bag… lol I’m acting like it’s been a while I have like an 8 day streak probably idek- anyways how do people actually use the thin ass double sided blades it’s SO UNCOMFORTABLE UGH!!! At least it hurts a bit it’s really comforting for some reason also I put them in my pocket and got in bed and forgot to put them in my backpack but now I’m comfy and don’t wanna get up ugh.
oh one more thing if anyone read this which idk why they would but I randomly decided it would be fun to count how many sh cuts/scars I have at the moment! I was surprised to find that in like two or three weeks I had about 328. Wait no it’s 333 now… HA OMG HALF OF 666!!
#Sh#tw#tw sh#trying the thin blades for the first time#333??????#Wow I’m just surprised#Sh story#tw cutting#baby cuts#self harm story#My legs are so pretty there’s so many little cuts aww
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Yooooooo, you write fan fictions, don't you? Halloween is, like, right over there *points*. would you be willing to do one of mhin taking sparrow ghost hunting? and maybe even having a "guest appearance" of a certain shadow manipulator?
if this has already been done, could you point me in the right direction?
thank you~
I've never seen a fic like that but omg. This is such a brilliant idea, I love how all the pieces come together so perfectly–Vere being said to be responsible for his fair share of local ghost stories, mentions of Mhin and haunted houses in the Uquiz results… Premium thoughts. I had a lot of fun writing this, ty for giving me the prompt!! :>
It took a couple of extra days but it's also longer (~2900 words) so hopefully that makes up for it. p.s sorry if u meant it to be more gen bc I wrote romantic pining lol Volume Warning! Ambiance (~BEAUTIFUL FOX NOISES) for y'all /j
Cold Spots
You pull your cloak tighter around yourself, sheltering your remaining body heat from the howling wind.
You ignore the shiver that creeps down your spine.
You’ve been warned that the night is chilly in Eridia at this time of year, but you haven’t quite scraped together enough coin to afford more layers. So you huddle closer to the swaying lamplight of the Wet Wick, attempting to leech warmth from the cheery (if occasionally overwhelming) atmosphere of the bar. You’re on edge, wary about straying too far from the Wick’s affable open doors and the balmy light spilling out of them.
You crane your neck to peer as far as you can around the corner without moving, eyeing the myriad of nearby alleyways, all full to the brim with shadows, searching for a familiar splash of moonlight and blue sweeping through the night.
That’s when you feel eyes on your back.
You freeze, all of your senses on high alert.
“You’re where I asked you to be.” Mhin says in lieu of a greeting. You startle, reeling around to face them. Even when you're expecting them, they have the uncanny ability of sneaking up on you.
“You say that like you’re surprised.” You chide, in mock affront. “You’ll notice that I’m also on time.” Your giddiness shows on your face, a smile tugging at your lips.
“Don’t act so pleased with yourself,” they snipe while rolling their eyes, “for anyone else, that’s the bare minimum.” They frown, looking you up and down with their arms tightly crossed. “...Is that what you’re wearing?”
Any further quips you have for them die in your mouth, drowned out by nervous chuckling. You realize they must be asking (in their own way) if you’re not going to get too cold. You know you could just ask Leander or Kuras for some seasonally appropriate attire but you’d rather not rely on further charity if you can’t help it. Hence: “I’m, um, warm blooded?” You mean to inject an appropriate amount of bravado into your voice, but it comes out as more of a question.
Mhin sighs, long eyelashes brushing their cheeks as they close their eyes for one long moment. “Sometimes I wonder… Fine. Let’s just get going.”
The floorboards shriek beneath your feet as you step across the threshold. The entire shack seems to groan and sway, protesting audibly against the wind. You stick close to Mhin’s back as they hold their gas lamp up, casting an eerie glow about the interior of the abandoned building. Their keen eyes do a quick sweep before they nod decisively and usher you inside with a single precise motion.
The bellow of the wind sounds almost like a scream as the door shuts behind you.
“So, what are we looking for, exactly?” Your voice comes out hushed, the haunting atmosphere insisting that you behave accordingly.
“Likely nothing.” Mhin responds. “Actual ghost sightings are very rare. And of those, few recorded instances come from trustworthy sources. People in Eridia can be quite superstitious. Count on rats or other pests. It’s more plausible that this is a mere infestation rather than–”
The roof above your heads gives a long, low creeaaaak.
You both pause for a beat, listening to silence.
“How would we know if it's a real ghost?” You ask, more out of curiosity than anything. You’re not about to waste the opportunity, if Mhin is willing to keep talking.
“Depends on the type of ghost.” Another protest from the floorboards as Mhin wanders further into the dark. Since you don’t have a lantern of your own, you have no choice but to follow close behind. Unless you want to stumble around with nothing but the shatters of dusty moonlight cast through the cracked windows to guide your way.
Mhin and you make a quick round of the small building, finding it mostly empty, only a few pieces of broken furniture left behind. You draw closer to the back wall, carefully avoiding moth-eaten curtains, heeding Mhin’s warning about a small step. Based on the layout, you think this place might have been a bar or entertainment hall of some sort. You imagine it had a nice, cozy parlor at one time, though now it’s fallen into squalor. As Mhin examines the walls for signs of pests and other clues, you examine the graffiti strewn across them: crude jokes and lewd drawings, mostly. Some scattered names, belonging to people and gangs you’ve never heard of before.
Framed in the center, though, there's a huge riot of colorful paint. An abstract painting with no proper canvas. It's beautiful, somehow, though hauntingly morose. The artist has contained their work in a neat square, not a single streak of color escaping the precisely imposed prison. You’re not sure what the intent of the artist was choosing somewhere like this to display it…
“Is there a type of ghost that makes artwork?” You wonder aloud. You almost wish that Mhin would hand you the lantern so you can get a better look.
Mhin clicks their tongue, sparing barely a glance toward the makeshift painting. “I wouldn't define that as art.” Mhin follows the line of the wall to the corner, their lantern held up to the wall. “That’s just…paint. If you’re looking for ghosts, try looking for scratch marks. Those are a possible indicator, though not always a reliable one. A sudden feeling of hot, or cold–any otherwise unexplainable temperature change. A strange odor…”
You give the air a sniff. “...I don’t smell anything. Do you?”
“Dust. Rotting wood. And you’ve stopped using Leander’s bath soaps, which I’ll commend you for. Why anybody would want to smell that strongly of–” Mhin stops and gives a short whiff, their mouth slightly parted. Their brows furrow. “It is unusual…I don't see or smell any signs of rats or roaches. No vultures either…”
“Maybe something else scared them away?” You posit. You shuffle closer to Mhin, not liking the way the shadows around you seem to flow and ebb the longer you look at them, your mind making up shapes. There’s a silly part of you that wants to feel Mhin’s cloak between your bandaged fingers as reassurance that they’ll stay close. They’d probably hate to know that you see them as something to cling to–a source of comfort, safety.
You try to take another step closer to further dampen your trepidation, but instead you trip over– something–and stumble directly into Mhin. They catch you on impulse, strong and quick enough to steady you with one arm while holding the lantern with the other. You breathe an apology, your lips bumping against their chin as they help you get your feet back under you.
You both search the ground to determine what knocked you off your balance.
It's a dirty old rug, rucked up at one edge.
A long line of what appears to be claw marks lies half uncovered below it. Mhin kneels beside the marks, studying them intently, carefully moving the rug to reveal yet more splintered wood. “I’m not sure what could have done this,” they admit. “The marks are fresh, but none of the dust was disrupted…”
The floorboards groan another protest, though it bounds off the walls in strange ways, making it difficult to pinpoint exactly where the sound originated.
“Aural contortions.” Mhin announces. “And a feeling that you’re being watched. Reflective surfaces will behave oddly as well. Hold this.” Mhin hands you the lantern (more: shoves it into your grasp, really) reaching into their satchel. Their nimble hands pull out a handful of alchemical concoctions, one which shines like the inside of a seashell, a tiny silver locket, which they flick open to reveal a small mirror. There’s symbols etched into it, so old and worn away you can’t make them out.
You draw the lantern closer at their behest, illuminating a small smile spread across their face.
Is Mhin …Having fun?
“Is there anything I can do to help?” You ask, hoping they don’t notice the warmth in your voice. Getting scolded would kind of ruin the mood.
Mhin glances up, blinking at you like they almost forgot you were there. Their tongue peeks out, wetting their lips as they consider. “Yes,” they finally agree, “would you–”
The lamplight is smothered by an unknown force.
The cracked streams of light from the window are gone, leaving you in darkness.
Mhin swears, their voice distorting as if they are suddenly very far away. A moment ago they were crouched beside you, but the shadows surrounding you are so inky you can’t make out their silhouette at all. Instinctively, you reach your hands out in front of you before freezing and reluctantly forcing them back down. If both you and Mhin end up stumbling around with hands outstretched, there’s a possibility that they might accidentally grasp onto you and disrupt your bandages. (You wish you had given into your desire to hold onto them earlier.)
You whisper their name, frantic, hoping they can hear you.
“I’m here,” Mhin assures you, their voice pitched low and cautious. You feel the gentle press of a foot against yours, a light tap of reassurance against the side of your sole. “Stay close.” There’s a brush of fingertips against your back. “If the entity is particularly powerful, it will be able to move objects,” Mhin cautions, “but a ghost should never be capable of causing harm to humans directly. And there’s not much in here that it could throw. Just stay calm. If you don’t keep your emotions in check, it will only be more incensed.”
Light flashes through the room again in a spotlight, guiding your gaze to a particular area of the building.
The abstract mural is defaced, dripping black liquid splattered boldly across the wall like arterial spray. You retreat a step, feeling something wet beneath your feet. There’s a sharp, astringent tang in the air. Musty and earthy-floral. Old velvet and leather, parchment and fresh paint.
You realize, with a sinking feeling of cold terror, that the black ichor on the wall spells your name.
Eyes on you.
Touch like a gossamer spider web. Brushing against the nape of your neck.
“Mhin,” you whisper urgently. “Something just–”
The cold hits you then. Bone deep and all consuming. Judging by the way Mhin swears, they must feel it too. Whatever this unknown entity is, it’s close. And it wants…
Shadow flickers, fingers reaching for you, claws grasping, white glint of teeth.
Mhin sneers audibly, reaching for you and reeling you in by your cloak just before the figure can snatch you up. Their arm wraps around you, guiding you with them as they recede. They sweep their stiletto in a wide arc and you hear the clang of metal on metal, though you have no idea what it was that Mhin hit. Their night vision must be immaculate–you can hardly see more than the fresh glint of their stiletto blade.
“Turns out it is a vermin infestation.”
A bark of laughter.
Very familiar laughter.
The door starts to rattle on its hinges, moving to the rhythm of Vere's glee. Mhin walks over to it, dragging your shaking body with them. With a definitive kick from Mhin and a final cackle from Vere, the door bursts open.
Mhin tugs you out into the open air and slams it behind them.
“Awful fur-bag.” Mhin spits the words out like the mere thought of Vere leaves a bad taste in their mouth.
You’re far enough away that the black paint clinging to both of your shoes is no longer leaving footprints, but you can’t say the same about the bone deep cold.
You’re shivering so hard your teeth start to chatter, adrenaline magnifying the chill in your bones. How did Vere even do that? You rub your arms and nearly stumble into Mhin in the process. Their features twist into a half-formed scowl, eyes sweeping you before softening into something more delicate.
You find yourself staring into eyes that seem to catch the moonlight, words caught in your throat.
“You’re freezing.” Mhin murmurs, resting a hand against the curve of your cheek, testing your temperature.
You’re surprised at the contact. Mhin is always so careful about touching you–it’s something you appreciate, usually, this unspoken agreement between the two of you; Mhin doesn’t ask intrusive questions, just makes silent hypotheses and treats your personal space with care. You appreciate it–usually–but sometimes, (constantly), you wish…
Mhin’s thumb pets against your jaw. They glace away from you as they do, unable to hold your gaze, but they don’t remove their hand, even as the moment hangs heavy in the air. Their hand is soft, you think, fingertips like silk, though you can feel the thick calluses built up at the meat of their palm. Likely hard won and harder lost, trophies from their time as a freelancer and whatever secret misfortune befell them what led them to Eridia. Unthinking, you nuzzle into their touch, luxuriating in the coveted feeling of skin on skin. You have half a mind to turn your head, press your lips against their calluses, kiss them like you’re drawing poison from a wound.
Mhin catches your chin between their thumb and pointer finger. Their grip is assertive, certain. You’d worry that you’ve angered them somehow, but the intensity of their gaze, the subtle tilt of their head, the flush of their cheeks, the featherlight caress of their breath on your lips…
–You think they might–
They back away abruptly in one smooth stride. Their hands work quickly at the intricate clasp on their cloak. Oh, now they’re really looking away.
“Wear this while we head back. You didn’t come to this city to die of cold.”
They look at their bracers pointedly as you hesitate, as if itching to adjust them. You slowly reach out and put the garment on.
The trek back to the Wick is uneventful. The occasional star glances out from the pall of clouds constantly lingering in the Eridian sky. You look for the waning moon, finding its reticent light and following it home. You return Mhin’s cloak at the door, careful to hold it in a way that allows them to take it without having to touch you – touch your bandages.
Mhin looks, oddly, a little reluctant to see it returned. You’re not sure how else you can possibly read their body language. Their hunched shoulders, the downturn of their mouth, their uncharacteristic lingering. Holding the cloak in their hands like they can’t quite decide what to think of it.
They let out a sharp breath.
Mhin levels you with a pointed glare as they settle their mantle across their shoulders, affixing the clasp without need to look down. “Buy some warmer clothes.” they order, “Tell Leander that the contract is complete and the buyer’s ‘ghost problem’ is solved. The building should be fine for renovations, just tell them to start their renewal project on a day when the Senobium is actually holding Vere’s leash.”
“You’ll come back for your cut tomorrow…?” Confusion rolls off your lips.
“No.” Mhin crosses their arms again. “I just told you to buy some warmer clothes, didn’t I? Consider it hazard pay.” Again, that disgusted tone Mhin reserves for Vere. “Even with that taken into consideration, you’ll still owe me, though. Don’t forget. I’ll collect some day; everyone does in this city.”
You’re not sure what to say. Mhin is insisting that this is just a loan, and you believe that wholeheartedly. But that doesn’t mean it isn’t charity. Mhin’s also offering you transparency–an open disclosure of the deal you’re agreeing to. You take their cut, buy what you need, and resolve to pay it back when you can. And if Mhin needs something similar in the future, you’ll return them in kind.
You think you stumble over your words a little, but you agree to their offer.
“I’ll be back to collect another contract. Hopefully something that’s not a waste of my time.”
And a promise to come back is a promise to see you again, isn’t it? To include you in their life? Is that what you’re supposed to take from this? That Mhin cares for you, even if they won’t–
Or is it your foolish heart, showing you a path that isn’t really there?
“Goodnight, Mhin.” You say the words, but their back is already turned, steps already taken.
✦ EXTENDED ENDING...? ✦
You putter around in your room at the Wet Wick as you go about your nightly routine. The occasional cheer or thud from below only accentuates your nervous energy, punctuating your reluctance to settle down and get into bed. You smooth the covers with your bandaged hands and fluff the pillow before extinguishing the lamplight. You tug the bedding up above your shoulders, fighting to get comfortable. As your eyelids finally start to droop, the flicker of a shadow catches your attention. It dances and sways and bends and grows until suddenly it is right in front of you. On top of you. Silken, blood red drips down onto your face, a knife gleam smile too close for comfort. You breathe in a gasp, wondering if you should scream. “Vere, what–” “Shhh,” he coos, pressing a finger lightly to your lips. His breath is hot against your skin. “I only came to keep you warm, pet.”
✦Heat Signature (Vere Continuation) ->
#Mhin is an ABSTRACT ART HATER that is my headcanon looll#WHEEEE HAPPY SCARY SEASON!! I HOPE U LIKED I HOPE U HAD FUN#you get to choose if sparrow screams and vere lols and says peace out i’ve had my fun orrrr#it’s an open ending :)#Wow Vere u ruined date night#ummm Sparrow Mhin is not only careful about touching you for your own benefit#Mhin is also. White knuckling their self control.#If they let themself touch even a little…they might just want to touch a lot#this whole thing is just: how many tropes can I pack into here?#ya’ll think ghosts are real in TS universe??#wouldn’t that be interesting… >:3#ALSO THE EXTENDED ENDING IS ME PLAYING WITH THAT HORROR MOVIE TROPE WHERE THE CREATURE ETC ALWAYS COMES BACK AT THE END#Mhin x reader#surprise! vere x reader - just a smidge??#Touchstarved Game#Touchstarved game fanfic#mhin touchstarved#toxintouch: {pick} prompt {your poison}#that’s a stupid long tag but i think it’s funny tbh so i’m#toxintouch writing
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Me : Why are people saying orphan of kos is in the new alien movie?
Me : *Watch Alien Romulus*
Me: Oh
#alien romulus spoilers#alien romulus#bloodborne#i understand now! xD#bro i just got out the theatre that was so fucking good oh my fucking god#wow#holy#that was so freaking good#i love alien love alien isolation and all i’m really with what they did!#i watch like almost 0 trailer bc i forgot xD so 100% surprise and i am really happy!#i am still shaking xD#so yeah if you really like the old aliens movies go freaking watch it. even if you liked the most recent ones too#i need to recover now
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Alastor didn't just take everything from husk, he took his damn HAIR, CLOTHES, and subscription to the nearest GROOMER 😭😭
My boy lost his shirt and locks unless it’s just under his hat 🥲
Ok but fr his hair was so pretty ugh
He went from hot poker millionaire to scruffy street cat with daddy straps damn Alastor-
#Alastor really took EVERYTHING DAMN#get my boy his shirt back#husker hazbin hotel#Hazbin hotel spoilers#im still laughing and sobbing over this#I wouldn’t be surprised if he used to have shoes too#husk hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel episode 4#wow that was savage#He must’ve REALLY fucked up#I just noticed it and it’s so funny I’m sorry#Hazbin hotel
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fukuzawa found him outside chuck e. cheese with One (1) slice of pepperoni pizza
#bungou stray dogs#bsd#ranpo edogawa#fukuzawa yukichi#bsd season four#i’m so happy honestly#i remember watching the first two seasons in 2018#and then eventually season 3 in 2019#and i was like Wow. we’re never going to get season 4#the fact that even season 3 came was surprising since there was like a 4 year gap in production#i’m just so happy 😭😭#sorry for being sappy I am on the spectrum and bsd is a VERY SPECIAL INTEREST HEHE
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“The Moon Warrior,” Marvel 85th Anniversary Special (Vol. 1/2024), #1.
Writer and artist: Yuji Kaku; Special thanks to Ken Kunito
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 85th Anniversary Special#Moon Knight comics#latest release#Tsukikage#Namor#Namor McKenzie#Bucky Barnes#Captain America#Steve Rogers#Human Torch#Jim Hammond#(or at least I’m pretty sure that’s Jim and not Toro)#but THE INVADERS!!! Let’s goooo!#my excitement at seeing the Invaders almost distracts me from how I am being /viscerally/ reminded that Hell’s Paradise was horror#but what a way to end this#with irreconcilable differences fueled not necessarily from irreconcilable political differences#but just an inability to communicate#not only from the language barrier but ingrained ideas about who the «enemy» is#(as well as the first plan of action for these types being to attack before realizing there might be a mental health component at play)#but anyway wow#wouldn't surprise me if there ended up being a push to censor this issue in China and/or Korea
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DAY TWO OF THIS SILLY SERIES WHERE I DRAW TWOMP BACKGROUND CHARACTERS!!!
Here is the heart shop guy @worm-brainzz :]]]
From: Valentine’s Day with Mr Plant (First and last appearance)
Status: Dead, his decapitated head is hanging on Argos’ wall (AT LEAST IT WAS ROMANTIC-)
<- day 1 || next day ->
#twomp#twomrp#twomp fanart#all of the art!!! wow!#traditional art :o (shocking)#the world of mr plant#Idk if the lighting on that shirt is working but I won’t stop it#If you want to tell me who to draw/post next go for it!#I pre drew five already (including this and the previous)#four haven’t appeared since their first episode#three are dead and one just genuinely hasn’t appeared outside of a drawing in the background#I’m gonna give away too much info if I don’t stop talking- I wanted them to be surprises!!#It’s hidden in the tags so it’s probably fine
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Tumblr just sent me a notif one of the biggest artists in the utmv fandom liked my post and it was like “ur mutuals btw”
No memory of them ever following me, didn’t even know they knew I existed. I’m not even a giant fan of their work or anything, I follow because I generally enjoy the artstyle, but I’m just posting abt this bc getting perceived on the internet is becoming borderline terrifying /j
#loreltxt#this is slash pos btw#I just keep getting surprised everytime someone I see who makes art#and I follow them for art and I’m like wow they are so cool#and have so many followers#and they are like hello lorel#and I feel like I just swallowed a pipe bomb
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had such a good experience with surgery today i can’t even fully explain
#🍄.txt#i’m so happy that fuck ass doctor referred me to another doctor in the building because he was so nice and attentive#taking the time to explain things to me and make sure i was good#even said oh well if ur really uncomfortable we can always go to the operating room! :)#when the other doctor treated me like a nuisance the whole time and like some dumb child#well if you can’t sit still they’re going to have to put you under elsewhere 🙄#I DIDNT EVEN FUCKING KNOW THEY COULD DO THAT IN THE BUILDING? SHE MADE IT SEEM LIKE I WAS INCONVENIENCING HER THE WHOLE TIME#i was asking a bunch of questions because knowing makes me feel less nervous and he answered everything so clearly even when my mom was#asking questions too#recommending me different medications to keep this from happening again etc etc etc#so fucking bare minimum for a doctor but it was so nice seriously i wish i could thank him again for making it a more#comfortable experience#he put numbing shots on the inside AND outside of my lid just in case we needed to go from the outside this time#and while it hurt obviously it was so much better than the single shot she gave me the first time three weeks ago#she told me this would be a much more extensive surgery and here i am with my eyelid barely swollen 😐#i could barely see with it open three weeks ago immediately after because it hurt too much and was so swollen#what the fuck how do you have such contrasting experiences with two people who literally work together in the same building#anyway bad doctor experiences are always so fucking bad but when you have a really good experience it just feels crazy and insane#like wow thank u for treating me like a person#did i mention i actually left with care instructions this time written out. and the medicine recommendations on a physical piece of paper#i didn’t even get that after surgery with her how is that not below bare minimum#like this actually surprised me. jesus christ
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shouted OH SHIT aloud at one point and squealed and kicked my feet the rest of the ep. bravern i'm so excited for more of you
#a: bravern#bravern spoilers#i MAYYYYY make some gifs#we’ll see. i’m tempted even tho i have other stuff to work on akdjdjfnekj#this show was just so fun already WOW what a cool surprise <3#t.bbbb
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kenjaku fascinates me
#surprising no one#jjk spoilers#kenjaku#I wonder what kind of regrets they did have in the past#🤲 gege pls tengen backstory#id in alt#every time I post a ton about kenjaku—internally I’m just ‘wow this again’#like pls I do have other favorite characters 😭 there’s just so much mystery and underrated qualities to kenjaku
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this man’s hair is changing without my permission again
#very slightly but it’s still a million times better than before imo#erm me drawing sad wet cat anton again? wow what a surprise#ignore the fact i am drawing this diagonally on my canvas. i’m quirky like that okay.#ignore the fact he is staring directly into your soul in this image#also anon i see you. i hear you. more dew art coming soon i just gotta get this outta my system…#i cannot stop drawing him i actually can’t it’s actually a problem (no its not)#anyway this is art that’s gonna be based on the next chappy 💥💥💥#dew will also be in it 💥💥💥#in the art i mean (obviously he’ll be in the chapter) guys that’s why the canvas is like that. that’s why#crazy shit#i love talking absolute complete nonsense and confusing everyone who’s reading#yeah. yeah i bet ur confused right now. about what the hell im talking about. me too#doodles#anton oc
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finally got around to watching One Piece: Red and, to absolutely no one’s surprise, I love Uta ☠️🎶
#fanart#clip studio paint#uta#one piece red#uta one piece#ado#not super stoked with the colors and layout on this but I’m forcing myself to just play around and not worry about it being perfect#alex likes the traumatized music girl wow what a surprise#doodle#sketch
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Interview with Melanie Hamrick in The Sunday Times (September 21st, 2024)
#…#I think it’s going from ‘hooking up a month or two after his partner died’ to ‘bragging about what an idiot she is’ that really makes it#mick should just stay the hell away from women#that’s been clear for decades#but wow did he take a step down from L’Wren or Bianca or Jerry with this one#(I’m not surprised. he doesn’t like or respect women apart from a select few. so conventionally pretty/young/naive and not especially bright#is the perfect fodder to make him feel like he’s so special and so smart. Keith had him dead to rights when he said Mick is just an#upmarket version of Bill)#the rolling stones#old married band#quote#melanie hamrick#mick jagger#l’wren scott
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Oh. Sad
#the rhetoric and blame shifting is already bothering me btw#like ppl saying this has nothing to do with her policies like okay#the assumption everyone has that Green Party would automatically be democratic votes if they weren’t green is unreal#I have 0 opinion accelerationists tbh bc idek what the hell the intricacies of that are#the demographics#hate to say it but latinoes really did surprise me like wow guys. crazy work#the fl 60% amendment rule is insaaane#and tbh back to the Green Party thing the idea that they’re guaranteed democrats if under other circumstances is crazy#not just bc those numbers so far wouldn’t have gotten her any state#but bc the logic doesn’t hold up bc by that logic u should still be pissed at catering to right wing policies and ideals#her stance on immigration militarism fracking etc. bc she’s catering to ppl who would STILL be right wing#like the ppl who agree with her on these stances would rather see it on a white man#hate to say it but Girlboss feminism doesn’t work when you’re black#and everyone’s tip toeing around it but yes. as a black women you DO have to go harder and set more stances that align with ur voter base#bc for everyone who’ll show up for you being u in a country like this there’s twice the ppl who won’t just bc ur u#and ppl keep tryna say this isn’t about race like it kind of was. in the sense that everyone forgot that when ur black u do have to work#harder for half the credit - which is unfortunate and frustrating that bw don’t get to be vile and get rewarded but that’s what u account#for when running. like u can’t appeal to right wingers and their ideals bc their ideals and biases mean it was never gonna be you#uhm anyways this is like. are we choosing overt or covert racism for the next 4 years and apparently overt#and idk maybe I’m naive I thought this was gonna be an eye opener#that ppl would go back review the campaign see what went wrong have real convos on what we care about as a collective#but so far ppl are saying ppl who thought politicians should earn their vote need to be on the front lines and saying leftist ideals that#fell apart the second they tokenized one of us as the possible face of the imperial core#ig It’s like. are we bracing ourselves to set back until the next panic or are we finally gonna be motivated to haul ass#yknow hopefully in the end some of y’all see what we’ve been going through the entire time#also now that we can’t say at least they’re not trump anymore are we gonna break down Harris and bidens own transphobia and Zionism#or are they useless to discuss now after y’all propped them up as ur saviors for the last few months
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Chat, I think that I am reverting back to my fourth grade self who essentially created hurt/comfort fanfic with a semi-coherent plot in their head every night while falling asleep or when I was bored despite not having ever heard the word fanfiction in my life at that point😭😭😭
The only difference is that now I know what fanfiction is😓😓😓
#fanfic#fanfiction#The only other difference is that it was always self insert and now it’s not😓#guys am I weird or did anyone else do this#Looking back I honestly shouldn’t be surprised with how I ended up#I seriously remember the stories and scenarios I created in my head back then better than anything that actually happened in real life#idk what I’m yapping about here#It’s just so crazy to me#SERIOUSLY THOUGH WAS I A WEIRD KID OR WAS THIS NORMAL#IM ACTUALLY TWEAKING#I have vivid memories of sitting on a swing and imagining these scenarios so clearly then coming out of the ✨trance✨ and being like#’wow I kinda forgot that I was just on a swing there lol🤪’#chat is this normal
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